:: previous – Faded Rhythm
Emilian
Minutes ago, I was inches away from sleeping with my neighbor. Until mom took it upon herself to bring everything Misa and I wanted to a crashing halt.
Prior to placing a hole in Misaβs front door with her lethal heels, mom crashed her convertible into Misaβs white jalopy. I grit my teeth, staring at the damage inflicted. How did I not hear this when it happened? The entire back end of Misaβs car is caved in.
By my estimate, if mom didnβt have her seatbelt on, she wouldβve gone straight through the windshield.
Instant sleep.
Is it bad I wish that for her right now?
Hmm. Evil never dies.
I grab her purse from the ruined car and head back inside. Mom is laying on my couch in her spotless white dress, apparently nursing a migraine.
I remember what she said at Misaβs door, apartment 134, whereβs his whores? Now I understand. Sheβs looking for my stepmothers, Tehanie and Lux. They previously lived in apartment 134 while Dad lived across from them in my current apartment. He told me about it the day I moved in.
Thatβs how they metβwhile he was dating momβ¦
But itβs how I know Misa and I are meant for each other. Iβm pissed at mom for ruining everything we shared this evening. Misa needs a new vehicle, a door. Grim Systems lawyers will come and speak to her about what happened and make her sign a non-disclosure agreement. If we start a relationship, sheβll likely be terrified of my family. She may not trust our future kids to be with their grandma. Or avoid her altogether, causing distress on both sides.
Hmm.
Kids?
Iβm getting ahead of myself.
I turn the lights on and throw motherβs purse down by the couch. She leaps up, looks at me, then falls back down. Her arm drapes dramatically across her eyes.
βTurn the light off. It hurts.β She murmurs.
βFuck your light.β I snap.
βExcuse me?β
βYou ruined my night! You crashed into my girlβs car, you put a hole in her damn door.β
βYour girl? Shh, Mili.β
βNo! You shut up. Dad is on his way hereββ
She looks up, slack jawed. βHe is?β
βYes.β
βI donβt understand why you did that.β
βBecause you need help!β
βNo thanks to you and your father.β She slumps back down, curling into a ball. βCan I have a blanket?β
I go to my linen closet, throw her a blanket, then retreat to my bedroom. Mom will never understand that she causes her own misery.
. . .
Itβs morning. Iβm in the kitchen making breakfast, listening to my parents arguing. Dad arrived but mom refuses to leave with him, citing unresolved issues from the past which made her take pills from a stranger at her hotel bar last night.
While they go at it, I sneak over to Misaβs with a hot plate of waffles, whipped cream, and a side of strawberries. She said this was her favorite when we were talking last night.
βHi!β Misa smiles. Sheβs already at her door with towel wrapped hair wearing that yellow dress I love.
We hug. Waves of relief wash over me in her gold light. She feels soft and smells like sweet grapefruit.
βHey.β I whisper in her ear.
Ah. Thank goodness sheβs not upset.
I remember her totaled car.
Misa stares at me like she already knows something is wrong. βWhat is it?β she asks.
βI have to tell you somethingβ¦ about your car.β
βWhat about it?β
βWellβ¦. My mom took pills last night and lost her mind.β
βYeah?β Misa stares at the hole in her door.
βShe crashed into it.β
βInto what?β her gray-blue eyes widen. βMy car?β
βIβm so sorry, Misa.β
βWhatββ
She runs out the door. I chase after her to the parking lot.
Misaβs hand is over her mouth, staring at my momβs rampage.
βMy brother got me that car.β
βGrim Systems will replace it today, as well as your door. Whatever you want, no questions asked.β
βMy brother got me that car.β Misa whispers again, shaking her head.
βIβm so sorryββ
βMy brotherβ¦β
I watch her shaking hands ball into fists at her sides.
βIβm sure he wonβt mindβ¦β
βHEβS DEAD!β Misa screams.
She storms past me and runs back into her apartment.
Dead?
Misa mentioned a tragedy in her life briefly last night, then changed the subject fast.
Wait⦠No.
I remember when I found her in the Crown People Search database. It said NLK in her profile, No Living Kin.
How did I forget she doesnβt have a family?
Shit!
I follow her, knocking desperately at her door.
Tap, ta-tap, ta-tap, ta-tap, ta-tap.
She doesnβt answer.
I turn the knob, but itβs locked.
Tap, ta-tap, ta-tap, ta-tap, ta-tap.
I look through the hole. Her forever sunflower is standing inside watching me. It hops away on its little green stem to Misaβs bedroom at the sound of her crying.
Misa let me in.
I text her. No answer.
Please, I will make things better.
No response.
I call and call and call. All of them go straight to voicemail.
She hates meβ¦
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